Unfortunate events (Sora)

[Sora Yosuke Hiroaki]

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She was quiet for a long time, which made him feel a little nervous. Had he said something wrong? Did she think he was an idiot? Sora didn’t think he had done anything to make himself look like an idiot but…you know, he did that on a daily basis and never realized it so that didn’t mean anything. The silence was a little nerve-wracking, he couldn’t take the quiet—this was exactly the reason why he often got scolded by his professors, because he felt the need to fill the silence [which usually only applied during exams, since professors spend most classes lecturing] with noise, whether it be talking or humming or tapping his feet incessantly. He felt her grip on him loosen a bit as she pulled away from their embrace, Sora tilted his head to the side in confusion, sincerely hoping that he hadn’t overstepped any boundaries. He wasn’t very good at reading people, so figuring out what she was up to just wasn’t going to happen—he wanted to know what was going through her mind at that very minute. Sora blinked, staring right back into Alex’s eyes, finding that he was unable to look away. She wasn’t looking away either, Alex seemed completely focused on him and only him. Was there something on his face? He’d had a chocolate bar earlier…was there melted chocolate smeared on his face? How embarrassing! Why hadn’t she said something before? She had just let him wander around and go about his business with a messy face? How rude was tha— Sora’s mental tangent was cut off as she leaned in and captured his lips in a brief kiss, even after she pulled away from him and skittered off he could still feel the lingering tingle from where her lips had been just moments ago. “I…w-what was that for?

[/color]” He couldn’t stop the giddy grin that tugged at the corners of his lips, Sora stretched his arms behind him, leaning back on them casually while following Alex with his eyes. When she wouldn’t turn back around to face him Sora got nervous, pushing himself off of the floor and up into a standing position.

“Hey, Alex? Are you okay?[/color]” He frowned, wandering over to her.
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[alex]

“I…w-what was that for?” She couldn't answer, instead she felt more than just a little embarrassed she just wanted to hide. Run and hide somewhere. Too bad that she couldn't. He was watching her, she could feel it, you know like how when you walk down a street you can feel eyes on you sometimes? That horrible feeling. She swallowed, her voice had utterly left her. She could hear him moving what was he doing, a glance from the corner of her eye and she saw him get to his feet. Oh crap. DX

“Hey, Alex? Are you okay?” He was walking over to her and she just grabbed her hat, spinning on the spot so she was leaning her back against the desk thing. The hat was positioned in front of her face so that she had part of her face hidden.

"F-F....F..." Oh yes stutter. That's a wonderful way to say you're okay Alex. Perfectly wonderful, in such a sense it's going to make him worry! >8U STUPID GIRL!

"Um... S-S..." She took a deep breath, composed herself despite the fact her face was red. Put the hat on the desk then stared at the brunette. She looked down at her feet now, hands together her fingers toying with each other, toes of her feet tapping on the floor. She had composed herself a little more than a few moments ago but she was still all shy about it. Fidgeting.

"W...Well....I'm... I'm fine... and... I'm sorry?... No... I'm not sorry.. WAIT YES I AM!... I... Ugh I don't even knooowwww." A hand went to her face as she face palmed and shook her head.

"...I guess... I took what you said the wrong way and... Sort of acted on that... Stupid huh? I probably messed up big time, but it was nice while it lasted...You can leave if you want, if you're angry or anything... Besides... Who'd date a cross-dresser? So many rumors..." She couldn't stop herself, even though inside she was raging at herself and screaming that she should shut up. Mainly because she was rambling and didn't know what to say soooo she opted for saying exactly what she was thinking about the whole thing. That only caused her face to turn more red and the fidgeting to become worse.

"Yeah.. Just.. Ignore it... Pretend it never happened... Hell my dad would kill me... Or you if he found out... People don't need to know... Because people are cruel... Not you though.. You're one of the nicest people I've ever met in my whole life, yeah I'm judging that on the past short amount of time you've been in this room alone with me but it makes sense. You've not tried to hurt me. You've only been nice... Here I am being an idiot again, rambling on not shutting up. Yeah shutting up sounds awesome right about now..... I've already made a big enough fool out of myself." She now sighed. She couldn't look at him. He'd probably laugh at her, she wouldn't blame him if he did. It was just something to break the awkward silence. Rambling on to make sure that it wasn't too quiet and now she finally shut up. Not once did she think he might've actually wanted it. Instead her mind had turned to the pessimistic side of everything. She'd become so shy.

So much for things going smoothly huh?

[Sora Yosuke Hiroaki]

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He tilted his head to the side in a confused manner, his eyes fixated on the hat which was strategically tipped and held in place in front of her face making it impossible for him to see her expression. Sora wanted to know what she was thinking, why was she so hard to figure out? It seemed as if she was always on the move, her actions after she did something always seemed to contradict themselves—kissing him and then skittering away from him like he had some sort of contagious disease? Yeah, that wasn’t normal at all. It made him wonder if she had even meant to kiss him in the first place, but he supposed that she couldn’t have accidentally kissed him—how would someone accidentally kiss someone anyway? “W...Well....I'm... I'm fine... and... I'm sorry?... No... I'm not sorry.. WAIT YES I AM!... I... Ugh I don't even knooowwww."” Sora placed a hand on her forehead, pushing back her bangs, “Are you sure you’re okay? Not sick, are you?

[/color]” There was nothing else he could think of that would explain why she was stuttering so much, or why she seemed so flustered suddenly.

He pulled his hand away when she answered his question, well now he knew why she’d gotten up so quickly…

His lips curved into a contemplative frown, his first instinct was to hug her and demand that she stop being so hard on herself and lighten up a little. Sora wasn’t a judgmental person so even if he hadn’t enjoyed the affection she’d showed towards him he still wouldn’t have acted any differently than how he had. But that wasn’t the case, because he had liked the feeling that he felt when she pressed her lips against his so…she really didn’t have anything to worry about!

“It wasn’t stupid…[/color]” The brunet mumbled quietly, somewhat at a loss for words, his sapphire gaze fell to the floor, landing on his feet. “Why would I be angry? But…if you really don’t want me here I’ll leave, I guess…[/color]” He didn’t want to though, but why would she suggest it if it wasn’t what she wanted him to do, right…?

” Because people are cruel... Not you though.. You're one of the nicest people I've ever met in my whole life, yeah I'm judging that on the past short amount of time you've been in this room alone with me but it makes sense. You've not tried to hurt me”

Sora lifted his head, his eyes narrowed just a bit, “Why would I hurt you? Alex…has someone been hurting you..?[/color]” Why would she even mention something like that unless it was true? He hoped to god that it had just been a..a…what was it called? A figure of speech? An observation not based on experience? Something like that. He didn’t want the think of someone hurting Alex, she had enough to deal with with her douche of a father…or…what if…what if her dad…

He shook his head, not wanting to think on it any longer.
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[alex]

A hand on her forehead and she shivered, her face turning a deeper shade of crimson as she averted her eyes. Oh great he was touching her. Wonderful, because she didn't feel like an idiot already?

“Are you sure you’re okay? Not sick, are you?” She'd answered and he was frowning, oh great job Alex, he was possibly angry at her now. Why the hell was she getting so spastic about this anyways!? She didn't even understand any more. She'd rather just go and crawl in to a dark space and curl up there. Not show her face to the world any more.

“It wasn’t stupid…” A mumbled which made her try and decipher what he'd said, though she managed to get the jist of it from what he did. He was looking at his feet. So that made her feel worse. She'd made this so awkward it was untrue just by making a simple action, that now set off a chain of unfortunate events for the both of them.

“Why would I be angry? But…if you really don’t want me here I’ll leave, I guess…” CRAAAAAPPPPP That wasn't what she meant at all!!!!! More missunderstandings as she shifted uncomfortably. The words that had come from her now got an odd response from the blue eyed boy infront of her. He looked back up and his eyes had narrowed a little, was he... Getting protective of her?... That... Was sweet... It really was but it wasn't like anyone could contend with her father.

“Why would I hurt you? Alex…has someone been hurting you..?” A sidewards glance, she knew she'd said too much now. This was not going how she wanted it to initially go at all. He was shaking his head and her arms went out wrapping around Sora and pulling him as close as possible in to another hug.

"Not physically no... But... The damage emotionally has already been done... There's no way to repair it... I already know I'm a mess thanks to him... I know... I should ditch him... I know I should just sever my bonds with my father but... I can't... He's all I really know... Like I said it's sort of hard to explain, all we ever do when we see eachother is argue, every time, I get my hopes up thinking it'll be fine but then it all goes down the drain... Sometimes... I wonder why I even bother hoping... But you shouldn't worry about that and I shouldn't be telling you this. I'm only telling you because... I trust you..." Oh how sad she must seem. Maybe now would be a good time to shut herself off? Just. Throw her emotions away. Hide them under a fake smile, under a facade, no, that wouldn't gain anything. Instead her grip tightened around Sora, clinging to him, her eyes were watering again. Damn it she couldn't cry, no way, so she fought the tears back, let the sting take hold instead, boys... Don't cry.

But she isn't a boy. Oh how messed up she is.

"I don't want you to go... Just... So you know... If I could... I'd keep you here as long as possible... That sounds stupid... Oh wow... I hardly know you and yet here I am... Acting like some school kid with a crush..." Apparently Alex didn't understand herself very well. She was indeed starting to crush on the brunette she was currently clinging too. If anything she wanted to just... Fall asleep on him right now. She felt... Safe and like she had a friend. Maybe she was just confusing a crush with friendship? But... How was that even possible? Who knows I certainly don't. 0.o

[Sora Yosuke Hiroaki]

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She was quiet for a long time, which concerned Sora to the point that he felt as if he were about to have a panic attack and he honestly didn’t want to think about her being hurt by someone—especially her father. Although they had only known each other for a few hours [I’m going to say it’s been a few hours, so shh >.>] he felt protective over her already, Sora was the type of person who attached to people very easily, you could have just met and already he’d be treating you like his best friend, trusting you with his secrets and fears. That’s how open and trusting he was. Sora bit his lip, “But emotional abuse is just as bad as if he were to physically hurt and abuse you…Alex you shouldn’t have to endure that—you’re better than that, you’re better than him.

[/color]” Oh God, the mere thought of what she had to go through at home sent his mind spiraling down a path of anger and sadness, he wanted to help her so bad but the only problem was…he didn’t know how…

” I'm only telling you because... I trust you...”

He felt honored, she was putting her trust, divulging her secrets, to a stranger and…no, that wasn’t right, he wasn’t a stranger, not anymore at least. In any other situation, yeah, he probably would have still been in that category, but their quickly forming friendship felt different, a good sort of different. Sora felt so frustrated! Not with her, but with what she was telling him about her father and her home life—it was to the point that he had to fight back the urge to pull out his hair! The islander wanted so bad to help her, comfort her, make her feel better, and get rid of her awful father despite the fact that she mentioned that she couldn’t leave him even if she tried.

“What if you moved in with a friend? That way you wouldn’t have to live with your dad, you’d be with someone who can protect you…?[/color]”

Her fingers dug into his clothing, unintentionally scraping across the skin beneath the thin material of his tshirt, Sora winced but didn’t think it was important enough to tell her that she was clinging to him too tightly, he just didn’t have it in his heart seeing as she really needed him right now. Sora decided then and there that no matter the situation, whether he was busy or not, he would be there for Alex whenever she needed him. That’s what friends did, right?

An amused chuckle passed over his lips, “Well, in that case, I’ll stay as long as you’d like me to. It’s not like I have anything I need to do anyway.[/color]” His lips curved into a bright, goofy grin, “Though, I have one condition—I want you to smile, no more sadness, kay? Promise?[/color]”
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