[ICHIJO] It's Study Time~

[Ichijo"Ikelo"Takahara]

You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see
She said like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me

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Ichijo knew that he had confused his friend/lover whatever he wanted to call him now, he cared about him and could anyone blame him. He hoped that things were going better, he cared about him, loved him even. Did the boy think of him the same, or similiar. Whatever he wanted to think of it, he was just trying to be a strong person. To take care of the people he cared about, and his friends were those people. The one he really truly loved like that was Satoshi. Even if that was a bad thing he wouldn't be able to ignore his feelings. Not for very long, it was just how it was. He kept the boy in his arms, and just tried to focus, he was comfortable like this. There had to be a reason why this was happening. No one had gotten in the way so at least it was a start. "Satoshi....I'm sorry..." He cared and he took that moment to breathe in the boy's scent. It was pleasing to him, and he wanted to keep it that way.

He would never let anyone take him away, not again or ever, not that it had ever happened. At the very least he knew his friend didn't seem to be that mad so it had to be getting them somewhere. Maybe they could be what he had wanted them to be, even if it was wrong to others. He wouldn't let them get in his way, he'd keep Satoshi's parents happy and well his for now, until they were old enough and then it didn't matter anymore. It was a lot better if it never did, there was only so much that could have been said or done.Ichijo smiled, the boy was nice maybe he didn't know all of what was going on. That just happened, and he was sure they had to get back to studying.

Even if he was a bit tired, there was no way that things could truly change right. No one would notice what they were doing or why things had gone this way. He would keep everyone away from it, there was things he kept secret and this was one of them. "good Satoshi....I'm glad that it's not a bad thing..."

[Satoshi Takeo Konoe]

[atrb=cellSpacing,20,true][atrb=border,0,true][tr][atrb=width,360px][atrb=valign,center] Sometimes I Feel A Little Fragile... Sometimes I feel so frail so small LOCATION; konoe residence. TAGS; ichijo. WORDS; 290. MUSIC; fragile by delta goodrem. CREDITS; kei of sa tt and ote. [atrb=style,background:url(http://i165.photobucket.com/albums/u76/Nightmare-san/Background/crazyb.gif); opacity: .75; width: 450px; height: 520px; border:5px #8A8788 solid; -webkit-border-radius:10px 10px 10px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 10px 10px 10px 10px; padding: 10px;] Satoshi was still pretty confused about everything. As smart as he was, he didn't truly know what had just happened. He didn't know what was supposed to happen next. He didn't know if any of this would change anything. He was curious about it all, but not enough so to ask any questions. Instead, he sat there and let Ichijo hold him close. After all, he didn't know what else to do. Other than sit there. "But there's nothing to be sorry about Ichi-san," he said after Ichijo apologized again for what he'd done. They had already established that it was wrong and that they didn't care. They'd already set straight that he'd enjoyed it just as much as Ichijo had. There wasn't anything to be sorry about anymore. It didn't matter that it was wrong. And really, Satoshi didn't know why it would have been wrong in the first place. He snuggled into the older boys arms and let himself relax completely. It was easy to do. He never found it hard to relax with Ichijo. It was always as easy as taking a breath or walking or sleeping. This time was no difference. Because unlike someone that completely understood what was going on, that completely understood things were changing, he didn't. And that meant he couldn't feel uncomfortable with the situation as it did change. Which was good, because he'd have been even more confused if he'd starting feeling uncomfortable. He'd have probably felt rather horrible if he did feel awkward. But he didn't. So he relaxed. And he wrapped his arms around Ichijo and gave him a squeeze. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - NOTES; oh, my horrible lateness... SATOSHI'S COLORS; speech. thoughts. SATOSHI'S VOICE; here~. OTHER'S COLOR; speech.

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[Ichijo"Ikelo"Takahara]

You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see
She said like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me

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Ichijo knew they had to at least do some of the homework they both had, not that he wanted to do any of it, no he had other things in mind. But he was a thirteen year old boy so who could really blame him there. He wondered what his friend, well he couldnt' just call him his friend anymore could he, they were something more way more then they had been before. He had probably confused his little friend, but could anyone blame him. He wasn't one for ignoring what he wanted in the end, his heart was always the same as much as he tried to think it wasn't. He would have a lot of explaining to do, if anyone else found out what he had just done. But he wouldn't deny what he wanted, if they hated him well then that was there problem he could careless. "I guess there isn't...." He knew he didn't have to, it was wrong and they didn't care life moves on, as long as the two of them were happy. They had to be after all, or they wouldn't have bothered to do that in the beginning.

He knew that now it would be up to him and Satoshi to deal with that, keep it from the others, as much as it might get him into trouble later, they were still young. Who knew where the future would take them, or what it held. He did know that it still would hold him and Satoshi together, or just friends. Whichever it was, they would deal with it on there own, no one would get in the way or make things harder for them. He knew what he wanted and he was not about to lose it to anyone, specially not some little girl who didn't know anything at all. He didn't mind Lily at all, it was just that things were not completely the same now, and they had to understand that as they always had.

The way Satoshi snuggled, he just petted him or well ran his hands through the boy's hair, it seemed that the younger one didn't completely understand and maybe it was for the best that he didn't. If something bad happened, at least this way he wouldn't feel bad about it, nor feel that odd. He would at least be happy hopefully if it did ever happen. "Thank you Satoshi...."