Satoshi Takeo Konoe
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kingdom academy elementary 2nd year
i don't want to always be scared of everything. but how am i supposed to stop being scared?
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Post by Satoshi Takeo Konoe on Aug 11, 2012 11:24:03 GMT -5
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A grin formed on his face again as he finally removed his finger and wiped it on the side of his shirt. His ice cream was gone and, after taking another bite, so was the strawberry shortcake. An oncoming sugar-rush had him slipping from his spot on the stool and darting to the other side of the table where Ichijo was sitting. Neglecting the fact that he'd just splattered the other boy's cheek with sticky ice cream, he grabbed the hem of his friends shirt and bounced up and down. He was fully ready to head out and to the cat place. He liked cats.
"I'm done, I'm done~" he grinned and tugged a little on Ichijo's shirt. "I wanna know what else we're gonna do too. You can tell me can't you? Just some of the stuff? I don't need to know everything yet! You're gonna stay with me tonight, right? 'Cause we had lots of fun last time and I got a new game too!" Satoshi took a breath.
He wanted to be close to Ichijo. Not just today but always. He was beginning to feel like he understood how he felt, if that made any since, about his older friend. And even if he didn't actually understand it at all, he seemed to know what to do sometimes. Seemed to know how to calm the butterflies in his tummy. Must have been instinctual. At least to some degree.
Like now. He grabbed onto Ichijo's hand again, knowing it wouldn't quite quell the desire bubbling up within him but it would certainly set his tummy at ease. It always did. Because above anything else, he just wanted to hold on to the older boy. Just wanted to feel that he was close by.
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Ichijo"Ikelo"Takahara
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kingdom academy junior high 1st year
"I want a strong heart to keep running on my own...One day I will prove myself to you father"
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Post by Ichijo"Ikelo"Takahara on Aug 11, 2012 12:07:52 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,450px,true][atrb=cellspacing,0px,true][cs=2][atrb=style, width: 450px; height: 500px; background: url(http://i51.tinypic.com/vg0x3a.jpg); background-color: #000000;, bTable] ~I'm beat but I can't be broken~ [style=font-family: courier new; font-size: 18px; font-weight: 500px; color: #7F00FF; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: right; margin-right: 15px; text-shadow: #7D26CD 0px 0px 4px;]These scars on my heart I own them.[/style] | | Ichijo should have been annoyed but he just cleaned off his cheek laughing a bit.He looked to Satoshi again why did that kid have to be so cute. Blinking at him and just resisting the want to pet the boy. Satoshi just really didn't know when to quit, he probably wasn't doing anything to have this happen. It just happened and he might not be aware of it half the time. "Thanks." At least Satoshi had given him a napkin and was trying to help out, the boy was helpful most of the time. He looked to him and then tilted his head a bit, wondering when the sugar rush would hit him. Not that he had to wait long because the boy was suddenly off of the stool and tugging on his shirt.
Ichijo finished off what was left of his making sure the ice cream wasn't on his cheek anymore. Though he could tell it was sticky still and he would have to wash it better later. Maybe taking a bath with Satoshi and he could tease him at that same time, this boy was too old for baths according to his parents. But he didn't care he liked to swim around in one with Satoshi because it was fun and random. "Alright come on then.." He smiled at the boy he was just way too hyper and way too cute, it truly made him laugh. It amused him quite a lot even if he didn't always speak of it. "that wouldn't be fun if I told you all of it and you know it. But yes I'm staying with you tonight. Really what game?" He always knew Satoshi liked to share his new stuff, or at least show it to people.
Mainly him and Touya of course but he didn't think much of it just shaking it off again. Why think about things like that right now, it would not help them. They could end up worrying about it later on when they were back at his house. Though the light blush coated his cheeks for a second before he tried to hide it, did Satoshi remember the kiss. Probably but he hadn't brought it up again so maybe there wasn't much to worry about. Holding onto the boy's hand he started to lead him to the cat place, just smirking. Giving the boy a small tickle on his side he did that to him.
They always did like to tease each other it was very fun, and Satoshi didn't get truly upset with him when he did. All he wanted was to make the best of things for his friend. Never let him feel alone or anything like that, maybe because of his feelings. But that was only shown when they were alone well most of the time anyway. "You have any ideas what to do hm? Or something you want." He spoke up and just gave a small nod why would he want to work on things like this.
But Ichijo didn't want to worry much on it, they could figure it out later anyway. | [cs=2] ~Dark days when my will was stolen~ [style=font-family: courier new; font-size: 18px; font-weight: 500px; color: #7F00FF; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: right; margin-right: 15px; text-shadow: #7D26CD 0px 0px 4px;]I'm lost but I'm never lonely.
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Satoshi Takeo Konoe
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kingdom academy elementary 2nd year
i don't want to always be scared of everything. but how am i supposed to stop being scared?
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Post by Satoshi Takeo Konoe on Aug 22, 2012 22:53:38 GMT -5
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[STYLE= background-color: d2d2d2; font-family: verdana; font-size: 9px; border-top: 3px solid #cacaca; border-bottom: 3px solid #cacaca; color: 655b68; text-align: justify; padding: 10px; border-top-right-radius: 30px; -moz-border-bottom-left-radius: 30px; border-bottom-left-radius: 30px; -moz-border-top-right-radius: 30px;] "Aww, but I only wanna know some of what we're gonna do. Just one thing we're gonna do later then? Pretty please?" He was still grinning from ear-to-ear though he did take up something of a pleading pose, face included. He didn't really expect it to work, of course, because Ichijo was right. Knowing would take away some of the fun. On the other hand, he really did want to know what they'd be doing later. Actually, he was kind of torn about whether he'd rather know now or wait to find out. Ichijo would know best, so maybe it was a good thing that the decisions rested in his older friend's hands.
Trying to remember exactly what game he'd just gotten wasn't as easy as it probably should have been. He's only just gotten it, it was still in the wrapper. But he was so excited about spending the whole day with Ichijo that it was hard to think about anything else. So he gave up on that, "I don't remember what it's called but I'm sure it'll be fun when we get to play it. I haven't even opened it yet." He giggled as they continued on towards the cat place, squeezing Ichijo's hand as he sort of skipped along beside him. Nothing could ruin this day, he was sure of it.
"You have any ideas what to do hm? Or something you want."
Actually, Satoshi did have a few ideas of what he'd like to do. And there were a few things that he kinda wanted. But he wasn't sure this was the time or place for any of it. He'd already expressed wanting Ichijo to stay the night with him. He was keeping as close to Ichijo as he could already. Of course, what he wanted wasn't obvious, but it wasn't completely hidden away. After all, he was holding on to his friend pretty tightly.
If he was honest with himself, he wanted to do the same thing they'd done the last time Ichijo stayed over. Minus the homework of course. He wanted kiss Ichijo again, because it had felt good. A bit strange, but good. It had filled him with a warmth he hadn't felt before and he liked that. And he wanted to feel it some more. Granted, he got that feeling just by being with Ichijo, but he wanted to feel it even stronger. Because the warmth was always accompanied by happiness and safety and love and all kinds of other things that he could quite place.
But he could say any of that out loud could he? It was supposed to be a secret and someone might over hear him say it. That would be bad. Hadn't Ichijo mentioned that other people wouldn't like what they'd done? He didn't quite remember the exact words but he was pretty sure his friend had said something along those lines. But he didn't want to not say anything. Because what if Ichijo did know and so it didn't happen? Or what if Ichijo got the idea that he didn't want it to happen again? No, he didn't want that at all!
"I... do have one thing I want later..." He wasn't sure why but he looked off to the side, his face heating up and his tummy getting all twisty. He wasn't nervous about it, at least he didn't think he was. Because he wanted it more than anything. Then again, he also didn't understand much of it at all so maybe this was a natural and normal response? He didn't know. But he kinda hoped so. "I want... I want..." Unable to find any way to get the words out, he moved to walk a bit closer to Ichijo, a little frustrated with himself for not being able to say anything clearly.
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Ichijo"Ikelo"Takahara
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kingdom academy junior high 1st year
"I want a strong heart to keep running on my own...One day I will prove myself to you father"
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Post by Ichijo"Ikelo"Takahara on Aug 28, 2012 13:27:29 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,450px,true][atrb=cellspacing,0px,true][cs=2][atrb=style, width: 450px; height: 500px; background: url(http://i51.tinypic.com/vg0x3a.jpg); background-color: #000000;, bTable] ~I'm beat but I can't be broken~ [style=font-family: courier new; font-size: 18px; font-weight: 500px; color: #7F00FF; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: right; margin-right: 15px; text-shadow: #7D26CD 0px 0px 4px;]These scars on my heart I own them.[/style] | | The boy just smirked and laughed a bit, there was the fact that Satoshi knew how to get things out of him. Well it would end up making things difficult for them because he wasn't going to tell the boy. Not now anyway maybe later on he would when the boy felt like he should. Ichijo always loved to tease his friend and try to make him feel a bit kept in the dark. No way would it be him being mean, that wasn't what Ichijo did. The boy cared way too much for his friend and knew where he was supposed to go with things. "aww maybe. If you really want to know. " He didn't speak of it at first because well things went a certain way, something had happened one way or another. Giving a small sigh he just patted the boy gently wondering what they might get into.
Part of him wondered if Satoshi wanted to have a repeat of the last time they ended up hanging out with each other. Ichijo knew Satoshi's memory wasn't exactly the best. But at least it ended up getting them somewhere at some point in time anyway. The boy did his best to keep up with the skipping child, why did Satoshi have to be so cute. Well he did know he couldn't ignore him even if he had tried. So maybe that was one of those things that Satoshi wanted. Ichijo would only figure it out later when he really needed to do so. "Of course it will. You really haven't opened it so like you." Ichijo couldn't be surprised there it was only a matter of time anyway right.
He would let Satoshi speak of it, since of course something had to be done or said. They could get along and go from there, figure out what they were going to end up doing. He would be just fine with that, it wasn't like Satoshi had done a wrong thing. "What do you want then Satoshi?" He tilted his head and wondered what he would end up saying anyway, things between them hadn't been that complicated. Or at least they hadn't gotten that much complicated, what would go on when they had to work with this, or even just do that again. A light blush covered his cheeks then he shoved it away quickly.
Because he liked the kiss before but would he do it again probably not it might be better that way. "Do you want to...?" He stopped and let his voice trail off the fact that he knew what he wanted, could it be the same for Satoshi. His voice spoke of it without him actually speaking of it so that was pretty simple. | [cs=2] ~Dark days when my will was stolen~ [style=font-family: courier new; font-size: 18px; font-weight: 500px; color: #7F00FF; text-transform: uppercase; text-align: right; margin-right: 15px; text-shadow: #7D26CD 0px 0px 4px;]I'm lost but I'm never lonely.
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Satoshi Takeo Konoe
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kingdom academy elementary 2nd year
i don't want to always be scared of everything. but how am i supposed to stop being scared?
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Post by Satoshi Takeo Konoe on Sept 7, 2012 18:58:51 GMT -5
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"What do you want then Satoshi?"
The young blonds face was red as he stuttered about, trying to get some kind of answer to come out of his mouth. But even though he knew what he wanted to say, mostly at least, he just couldn't say it. Maybe it was because there were people around. Or because he was worried that he'd get laughed at for some reason or another. Maybe Ichijo didn't want to do it again. Whatever the reason, he couldn't quite place it. And it annoyed him almost as much as having to replay something a million times in order to move on.
Satoshi was sure Ichijo knew what he wanted, he always knew everything. And the poor kid wasn't sure why his friend was pushing him to actually say it. It upset him a little. Though, at the same time, it sent a rather odd feeling surging through him. Excitement? No, no, why would he be excited by something like that? He was confusing himself by thinking on it all too hard. It wasn't something that mattered much, he was sure. But still, feeling excited and not knowing exactly why was a very curious thing and he couldn't help but ponder it.
"Do you want to...?" He'd though Ichijo might actually finish his thought for him. When he trailed off, Satoshi got another rush of confusion and excitement and worry. The combination felt odd. Deciding he needed to just spill it and get it over with and not worry about the people around them, he took a deep breath. His face flushed redder than it had been before and he studied the laces of his shoes. His free hand clenched into a ball and he whispered (would have yelled had they not been near anyone, or if it wasn't all supposed to stay their little secret), just loud enough for Ichijo to hear, "I want you to hold me and kiss me and- and do whatever else you want to do to me."
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kingdom academy junior high 1st year
"I want a strong heart to keep running on my own...One day I will prove myself to you father"
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Post by Ichijo"Ikelo"Takahara on Sept 21, 2012 15:47:56 GMT -5
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Ichijo felt heat return to his face but quickly tried to shove it away. He couldn't let his friend see he was blushing. Like that would help to begin with even if he did. Not something he wanted to have to get involved in really but he had little choice. He wanted to make sure he said or at least he would before he got into trouble. Or they got the awkward looks again as much as that sort of thing always happened. "You want me to what. I mean...you are just too cute." Without another word he slipped into the alley away from views holding Satoshi. The feeling of his lips against his friend's it just sent a shiver through his body. The two boys were only supposed to be friends nothing more. So why was he even kissing him again not exactly something he thought of asking.
"You don't mind this...I'm supposed to be just your friend. But it feels so much like more then that." He didn't know if Satoshi felt the same because he loved him so much. In some odd way or another what was going to happen next at this point in time. His heart was beating fast and he couldn't understand what to do with it what would happen. Why did this have to happen was he only wrong. So many questions and such a bad time to ask them. He held Satoshi in his arms still not about to let him go.
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