Leave Without the Tears [Sora]

[Tore-n Hade Koigokoro]

Tore-n Koigokoro;

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[atrb=style, background: #b2c7d6; padding: 8px;-webkit-border-radius: 10px 10px 10px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 5px; opacity: 0.6] Tore-n had returned to his room, making sure that Sora was in class during this time, with lots of brown boxes. He was going to move out of his room into a place of his own off campus. He had gained enough money from his job to buy it now and this was in his mind the perfect opportunity to show Sora he was sorry. He placed a box on his bed and started to fill it with his clothes folding each of them neatly in place. As he folded he could remember what he had done to poor Sora not that long ago. He had been taken over by his crazy love for Sora and did things he wouldn’t normally do to someone. He still doesn’t know what came over him and he just couldn’t bear to see Sora in this room again. Tore-n started to pack another box this one he filled up with his bed sheets and blankets. The memory of how he slept that night still haunts him as he was tossing and turning. That night he didn’t get any sleep as he couldn’t stop thinking of Sora. Every now and then while he packed he would look at Sora’s bed and feel a sense of sadness in him. He really did regret doing what he did and the more he looked at Sora’s side of the room his eyes would water up. He grabbed a tissue and wiped his eyes from the tears that were trying to form. Tore-n sighed as he threw away the tissue and packed up his laptop into his book bag. He was almost finished packing his stuff when he looked at the room once more before noting that he wouldn’t be able to come back here anymore. He picked up his boxes and started putting them into his car as he cleared his room. The room was nearly empty before Tore-n started to actually do some cleaning. He swept the dirt and other trash like things and threw them away. He did the mopping and scrubbed the bathroom before finishing up his cleaning. He looked at the room and knew this was the end of any possible relationship with Sora. It was his time to leave and give Sora his space and maybe eventually Sora could forgive him. Tore-n started to cry as his thoughts circled around how he hurt Sora. They had just met and now they would be leaving each other forever. Tore-n couldn’t stop his tears as he fell to the ground crying. His back facing the door which was closed and locked, but it clicked open. Tore-n knew it was Sora they were the only ones who had keys to the dorm, but Tore-n couldn’t look at Sora. He was already too sad enough to stand he didn’t think he would have strength to face the boy he loves.	[atrb=style, width: 100px; vertical-align: top;]
[atrb=style, background: #b2c7d6; padding: 8px;-webkit-border-radius: 10px 10px 10px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 5px; opacity: 0.6] Tagged: Sora Wordcount: 483 Notes: --- Credit: JADE of FD & KU

[Sora Yosuke Hiroaki]

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Sora groaned as he left class after yet another unsuccessful day of attempting to pay attention—it really wasn’t his fault that he had the attention span of a goldfish. He just couldn’t help it he liked—what was he talking about again? See! Attention span of a goldfish! He slung the strap of his messenger bag over his shoulder and marched out of the building, en route to Holmes Dormitory where he could, hopefully, have a little peace and quiet—maybe start that English essay that he needed to work on or send a reply to the email his mother had sent him that morning that he had yet to answer. He slipped his school ID out of his pocket and swiped the electronic lock on the building’s entrance door, waiting for the light to turn green, signifying that the door was unlocked, before proceeding inside and taking the stairs two and a time so that he could get back to his room as quick as possible. Taking out his room key, Sora inserted it into the lock, hearing the click of the gears inside the keyhole and pushing open the door. At first he didn’t notice anything out of the ordinary, but once he stepped further into the room his eyes landed on Tore-n. In the middle of the room. Crying…? Even though they had gotten off to a bad start and he still felt incredibly uncomfortable around the older boy, Sora still couldn’t help but to feel a pang a sadness and sympathy go out to the boy. Why was he crying? Had something happened? And..wait. Why were there boxes everywhere? Where had all of Tore-n’s things gone? “Hey, uh, Tore-n? You alright? Did something happen? Are you hurt?

[/color]” He instinctively reached out a hand before retracting it, remembering where he was, who he was dealing with. Sora did indeed feel sorry for Tore-n, but he remained wary of the boy incase this was another one of his ploys to get into the islander’s pants.[/size][/div]

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[Tore-n Hade Koigokoro]

Tore-n Koigokoro;

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[atrb=style, background: #b2c7d6; padding: 8px;-webkit-border-radius: 10px 10px 10px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 5px; opacity: 0.6] Tore-n didn’t look at Sora he knew he was behind him and he knew Sora wasn’t going to help him. No Sora was Sora and Tore-n had done something bad to Sora. He couldn’t forgive himself for what he did and he was positive Sora couldn’t forgive him either. He heard Sora’s voice asking him a few questions. Sora wasn’t the brightest person to exists and Tore-n did know this [somewhat]. He wanted to answer Sora and tell him face to face that he was sorry for what he did, but when he opened his mouth he couldn’t speak. He tried to make a sound, but all he could do was make some slight squeaks. He was scared of what Sora would say or what he would do. There was no way Sora was going to forgive him or for that fact even understand how Tore-n feels. Tore-n wiped his tears on his sleeve and got up. He still didn’t face Sora, mostly because he was still crying, as he started to regain his voice and say, “I’m Sorry.” Tore-n walked over to the window and looked out of it. He could see the courtyard where Tore-n had chased Sora down. He could see both of their figures running though that area as Tore-n was chasing Sora. He felt sad again thinking about the event and said once more, “I’m sorry.” Tore-n was becoming repetitive now as all he could say was I’m sorry. He couldn’t place what he wanted to say in words and all other things that he could have said. He wanted to apologize for his actions, his words, and his stupidity. What was Tore-n to do? If there was only a way he could tell Sora how he felt then maybe he would be able to face him, but he just couldn’t. Tore-n had to gain some strength though and borrowing some of the confidence he learned from his father he turned around. His face now covered in tears and his eyes a puffy red he looked like a very sad sight. Tore-n opened his mouth to speak again, but he couldn’t say anything. He raised his left hand to his heart and closed his hand. He pretended to grasp his heart trying to force out his feelings to Sora. He gained the courage and said with a slight shake to his voice, “Sora. I am terribly sorry for any harm I have done to you. I am sorry for what I did when we first met. I am sorry to have fallen in love with and to only have caused you to suffer.” Tore-n didn’t know what he was saying at this point he was speaking from the heart and wasn’t thinking at all. “I wish I could take back everything I did to you and start over. I would want nothing more than for us to be close to each other, but now I know that will be impossible,” Tore-n walked towards Sora a bit, but not to where he was right in front of him. “I will be leaving so you could live without the fear of me doing anything to you. I’m Sorry.” Tore-n cried a bit more, but this time it was tears of joy. He was happy to get this off his chest and nothing more.	[atrb=style, width: 100px; vertical-align: top;]
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[Sora Yosuke Hiroaki]

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Sora was beyond confused. What could have possibly happened to the older boy to make him seem so broken? The brunet wanted to figure it out, Tore-n was usually so confident in himself, Sora had never seen his roommate upset—especially not like this! A reasonable person wouldn’t have cared or even given Tore-n the time of day after what he had done but Sora…well Sora wasn’t exactly the most ‘reasonable’ of people, definitely not the brightest, the first thing that had gone through his head upon seeing Tore-n in a crumpled heap on the floor was how can I help him? Perhaps that’s what made Sora different from other people, he was willing to help out anyone who needed it—despite how they’ve treated him in the past. “Sorry? What’re you sorry for? What happened?

[/color]” Sora frowned, the older boy was avoiding eye contact and the boy desperately wished he knew why. His roommate was beginning to sound like a broken record and Sora wasn’t getting any answers from the repeated ‘I’m sorry’s that he was getting from Tore-n.

Oh. That’s why.

Sora took a step back and bit his lip, truthfully? He’d been trying to forget that that day had ever happened; it definitely wasn’t one of his favorite memories that was for sure. But now that he thought about it, it made sense that that was what this whole thing was about—it seemed as if there was no escaping the memory of their first day as roommates.

“Tore-n, it’s okay I forgive you…just—just don’t do it again okay? It really freaked me out, I’m not comfortable with stuff like that, especially from another guy…[/color]” He bit his lip, his gaze falling to his feet, finding his untied shoelaces far more interesting than anything else, “I don’t hate you though, so I hope you don’t think that I do—and I hope that’s not why you’re leaving. Because I don’t hate you.[/color]”

The words ‘love’ shocked Sora a bit—he’d never heard those words being said to him before, well aside from his family but that didn’t really count. Unfortunately for Tore-n Sora didn’t, nor would he ever, feel the same about him. It was a sad story really, unrequited love was tragic.[/size][/div]

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[Tore-n Hade Koigokoro]

Tore-n Koigokoro;

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[atrb=style, background: #b2c7d6; padding: 8px;-webkit-border-radius: 10px 10px 10px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 5px; opacity: 0.6] Sora was to kind to Tore-n a she wasn’t expecting his roommate to forgive him. In fact he thought the opposite that Sora would be mad at him and help kick him out even more. Tore-n cried some more now and how happy he was that Sora still wanted him to stay. Of course Tore-n would still have to deal with his little problem while still rooming with Sora, but maybe just maybe it would stop [or Sora ends up enjoying]. Tore-n got up and went to Sora and without warning hugged him, but in a happy warm not molesting kind of way. He was happy that Sora was at least accepting of himself even if their relationship wouldn’t end the way he wanted it to. Tore-n let go of Sora and looked at him with a face that gave off a look of wanting to kiss Sora, but Tore-n didn’t. Instead Tore-n walked past Sora and left the room to go get his stuff and move in…..again….as he walked to his car to get his stuff he couldn’t help and cry some more. He was, in his opinion, the happiest person in the world right now. He would be living with the person he loved and even if he couldn’t be with them he was happy just to be near them. He reached his car and grabbed a box of stuff and left the car to bring what he was carrying back to his room. Tore-n stopped crying now, but his eyes were still bloodshot and he was beaming with a giant smile. When he reached his room he passed Sora and without thinking he gave Sora a light peck on the cheek. He still didn’t have control of his urges, but it wasn’t as if he was molesting Sora now.	[atrb=style, width: 100px; vertical-align: top;]
[atrb=style, background: #b2c7d6; padding: 8px;-webkit-border-radius: 10px 10px 10px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 5px; opacity: 0.6] Tagged: Sora! Wordcount: 302 Notes: --- Credit: JADE of FD & KU