``looking for company | Satoshi

[Touya Konoe]

[style=font-family: open sans condensed; font-size: 36px; letter-spacing: 2px; margin-bottom: -25px; color: #000000]TOUYA HAYATO KONOE[/style]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,475,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][style=width:175px; border: 3px solid #000000; height: 450px; float: left] [/style] [style=float: right; width: 293px; color: #efefef; background-color: #000000; height: 30px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 24px; margin-left: -2px; text-align: center; padding-top: 10px]unicorns and rainbows...[/style][style=float: right; width: 272px; color: #000000; font-size: 10px; letter-spacing: -0.5px; font-family: helvetica; padding: 10px; margin-top: 1px; text-align: justify; border-left: 3px solid #000000; margin-left: -5px; height: 391px; overflow: auto; background-color: #efefef]SLAM! Touya sighed angrily and leaned his back against his slammed door. Man, his father drove him crazy sometimes. He was glad that Satoshi hadn't been in the house while they were screaming. Their mother had taken him to the park for little bit. They, of course, should be back soon and he knew that Toshi would probably come into his room and hang out with him for awhile. Though for now he was happy to just sit in his room and seethe like a dragon. He stomped over to his closet and looked through the many clothes that hung on the hangers. He pulled out a little devil costume that he had gotten for halloween last year. For a second he made a face and threw it behind him to create a pile of clothes that he didn't want to wear. "Nope.. No. Notta, Nope." He said after each piece of clothing he pulled out, soon throwing them behind him in the pile he had created. Currently he was wearing a simple white shirt that hugged his body with a black and white pin stripe vest. Matching pin stripe dress pants and black dress shoes worked nicely to make his outfit handsome. On his head was a black fedora that he very much enjoyed wearing on the top of his head. But right now, he didn't want to wear anything cause nothing seemed very interesting at the current moment. His father was an idiot. Yelling at him about what he was going to do with his life and how acting wasn't a real career. Well he would show him. He would be the best actor to ever walk the face of the red carpet. No one would surpass him. Maybe he would even take on some kind of apprentice or something. Of coarse he was getting way ahead of himself. He needed to get his University grades up first. He couldn't wait for his classes to start up again so that he could go to school more and be out of this house as much as he could. Finally he gave up looking for something to wear and just kept on what he was already wearing. There wasn't much he really wanted to do. He couldn't really do anything anyway. He didn't really want to get himself waisted like he usually did and come home after hours just to piss his father off. It wasn't really his idea of much fun. Only seeing his father's disappointed expression made him feel better. Though most of the time he didn't even remember it. No, he was hoping that Satoshi would come back soon so that he could have a bit of company. About ten minutes more passed as he lay in his bed. Finally he heard the engine on his mother's car. At last they were back. Though... He was content to just lay there and wait for his brother to come into his room to look for company. [/style]

[style=width: 453px; background-color: #000000; height: 35px; margin-top: -4px; font-family: oswald; padding: 10px; color: #efefef; font-size: 13px]TAGS: satoshi ▪WORDS:510
NOTES: sorry this is so boring. ^-^ things have to start somewhere though right?[/style]
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[Satoshi Takeo Konoe]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style,background-color: #e7e7e7; width: 480px; padding: 10px; border-top-right-radius: 60px; -moz-border-radius-bottomleft: 60px; border-bottom-left-radius: 60px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 60px; border-top: 1px dotted #bfbfbf; border-right: 1px dotted #bfbfbf;] [STYLE=font-family: times new roman; font-size: 55px; letter-spacing: -4px; line-height: 30px; color: ffffff; text-transform: lowercase; padding: 3px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 1px #c1c1c1; width: 370px; margin-top: 15px;]SATOSHI TAKEO KONOE[/style] [STYLE=background-color: d7d7d7; color: 00AA00; text-align: right; width: 340px; letter-spacing: 3px; text-transform: uppercase; font-family: arial narrow; font-size: 8px; margin-top: -15px; border-top: 1px dotted #c1c1c1;]eight year old elementary student[/style] [STYLE=background: url(http://i1065.photobucket.com/albums/u387/Gia369/KU/Icon_KU_Satoshi_003.png); width: 100px; height: 100px; -moz-border-radius: 1em 4em 1em 4em; border-radius: 1em 4em 1em 4em; -webkit-border-radius: 1em 4em 1em 4em; border: 4px solid #d2d2d2; float: right; margin-top: -80px;] [/style] [STYLE=background: url(http://i1065.photobucket.com/albums/u387/Gia369/KU/Icon_KU_Satoshi_003.png); width: 70px; height: 70px; border-top-right-radius: 40px; -moz-border-radius-bottomleft: 40px; border-bottom-left-radius: 40px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 40px; border: 4px solid #d2d2d2; float: left; margin-top: -24px;] [/style] [STYLE=text-transform: lowercase; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify; width: 260px; color: 695e6c; line-height: 10px; margin-top: -20px; margin-left: 80px;]❝ I'M ALWAYS SCARED AND WORRIED, I'M ALWAYS ON MY TOES. I NEVER CAN IGNORE THINGS, AND YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW. I SMILE AND GRIN AND PLAY PRETEND, LIKE NOTHING COULD GO WRONG. BUT DEEP INSIDE I CANNOT HIDE, THAT I AM JUST NOT STRONG. I DO LOVE WATER AND I DO LOVE THE SUN, BUT BY BODY IS WEAK SO I CAN'T HAVE MY FUN. SO JUST LOVE ME FOR ME, THAT'S ALL I ASK. IT'S NOT THAT HARD, IT'S NOT SOME GREAT TASK. ❤ ❞[/style] [STYLE= background-color: d2d2d2; font-family: verdana; font-size: 9px; border-top: 3px solid #cacaca; border-bottom: 3px solid #cacaca; color: 655b68; text-align: justify; padding: 10px; border-top-right-radius: 30px; -moz-border-bottom-left-radius: 30px; border-bottom-left-radius: 30px; -moz-border-top-right-radius: 30px;] Satoshi had had a blast. Running around, sliding, swinging, climbing across the monkey-bars. He'd even played on the see-saw for a little while. Mostly, he'd played by himself, but there had been a few occasions when he'd had a little bit of company. That company never lasted long, though, for varying reasons. One kid had to leave a few minutes after they'd started playing, another had realized that Satoshi couldn't do some of the things he did, and then there was the one time when he'd been playing tag and had to stop because he felt light-headed. But overall it had been a really awesome and fun day. Then they were home and he was still bouncing up and down, finding it very hard to settle down at all like his mother requested of him. He was practically bouncing off of the walls until he saw his father. The man looked angry and annoyed and Satoshi was instantly worried about why. And then he decided that he'd better simmer down like he'd been told otherwise he might get in trouble. So, as hard as it was, Satoshi quit bouncing around and walked like he was supposed to. He could tell something had happened. He could tell his father was very unhappy. But he knew better than to say anything and so, as soon as he got the chance, he darted up the stairs to avoid any kind of ridicule of any sort. He thought first about retreating to his room to play his video games or watch television, but then he decided he didn't really feel like doing that. Mostly because he didn't really want to be by himself. He wanted company. Then he thought about calling Ichijo or one of his other friends, but decided he didn't want to bother them so late in the afternoon. So, if he was home, that left only one person. And where else would his brother be other than his own room? Knocking on the door, Satoshi didn't wait for an answer before pushing it open. If his brother didn't want to be bothered, he'd have locked it anyways. Shoving the door shut behind him, the young blond made straight for the bed where his brother was currently lounging. He didn't even think twice before bouncing onto the bed. "Touya-nii-chan~! What'cha doin'~?" He let the words drag out, grinning from ear-to-ear as he continued bouncing ever so lightly on the bed. [/style] [STYLE= arial narrow; text-align: right; color: f6f6f6; font-size: 20px; letter-spacing: -2px; text-transform: lowercase; text-shadow: 0px 0px 2px #a5a5a5; margin-top: -30px; font-style: italic;]WITH TOUYA KONOE[/style] [STYLE=color: 00AA00; font-family: georgia; font-size: 10px; letter-spacing: -1px; text-align: right;]NOTES ⋆ here. CREDITS ⋆ rayah! of btn[/style]

[Touya Konoe]

[style=font-family: open sans condensed; font-size: 36px; letter-spacing: 2px; margin-bottom: -25px; color: #000000]TOUYA HAYATO KONOE[/style]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,475,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][style=width:175px; border: 3px solid #000000; height: 450px; float: left] [/style] [style=float: right; width: 293px; color: #efefef; background-color: #000000; height: 30px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 24px; margin-left: -2px; text-align: center; padding-top: 10px]unicorns and rainbows...[/style][style=float: right; width: 272px; color: #000000; font-size: 10px; letter-spacing: -0.5px; font-family: helvetica; padding: 10px; margin-top: 1px; text-align: justify; border-left: 3px solid #000000; margin-left: -5px; height: 391px; overflow: auto; background-color: #efefef]As there was a knock on his door, Touya smiled and closed his eyes. There was no doubt in his mind that it was Satoshi and thoughts of saying something was far from his mind. This was, of course, a regular occurrence. He never had to say anything to Toshi to allow him in his room. His parents on the other hand always waited for an answer. Thats what differentiated their relationship from him and his brother. Touya and Satoshi were close, and nothing could come between that. If there was anything in the world that Touya couldn't stand, it would have to be the thought of a long period of time without seeing his baby brother. "Touya-nii-chan~! What'cha doin'~?"

[/i] His voice was so child-like it reminded him of himself.

He dragged out the silence afterward for a couple seconds before lifting his finger to his mouth and making a long hissing noise by blowing air through his teeth to quiet his brother down. He peeked open an eye for a second before closing it once again. There was, indeed, a large smile on his face however as he joked around with the young boy.

Then he whispered, "You must be quiet, I'm sleeping."

He almost chuckled to himself, but if he did it would ruin the silence around them. Though he couldn't hold it forever. Just thinking about it made him want to scream and shout. You didn't think the young child got his hyper personality from their father did you? No sirrie! It was from Touya himself. Well, now that he thought about it, it started with his mother, but he inherited it and passed it on to his brother. Anyway, after about twenty seconds of pure silence Touya burst out laughing. He couldn't STAND the silence between two people. Sure when he was alone, but when it came to people being with him silence was the only thing that drove him insane. He often tried it with Satoshi, just to get used to the feeling, but he never lasted very long. It happened all the time in tests too. Not every time. But sometimes the silence would drive him insane and he would have to say something just to piss his teacher off and make everyone else start talking.

It didn't take long for him to calm his laughter. This was a normal gig. So he got over it fast and sat up on his bed, finally turning to his little brother. "Hey kid, how was the park? You look like you had fun. In fact, you look like your a jelly bean trying to jump out of my hands with how much energy your currently using right now. Did you have fun? make any friends?"

He smiled kindly at Satoshi. He knew that the kid had a problem with making friends because of so much teasing and stuff. One thing that constantly came to his mind whenever he was with Satoshi was to find a way to teach his kid brother how to have courage or how to at least hide his fear a little better. No... Not hide his fear. That wouldn't be right. He would just bottle everything up inside him. Satoshi wasn't like that. He showed just about every emotion while Touya was the complete opposite. But how could he teach Satoshi how to have courage. Bottling everything up like Touya did would just hurt the kid even more, like it kept on wounding himself.

He would have to find another way to help him survive growing up. Maybe... just maybe. Maybe teaching Satoshi to do the complete opposite of his ways, he may be able to help him.

"Hey Toshi, would you like to play a game with me?"
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NOTES: xD None[/style]
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[Satoshi Takeo Konoe]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style,background-color: #e7e7e7; width: 480px; padding: 10px; border-top-right-radius: 60px; -moz-border-radius-bottomleft: 60px; border-bottom-left-radius: 60px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 60px; border-top: 1px dotted #bfbfbf; border-right: 1px dotted #bfbfbf;] [STYLE=font-family: times new roman; font-size: 55px; letter-spacing: -4px; line-height: 30px; color: ffffff; text-transform: lowercase; padding: 3px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 1px #c1c1c1; width: 370px; margin-top: 15px;]SATOSHI TAKEO KONOE[/style] [STYLE=background-color: d7d7d7; color: 00AA00; text-align: right; width: 340px; letter-spacing: 3px; text-transform: uppercase; font-family: arial narrow; font-size: 8px; margin-top: -15px; border-top: 1px dotted #c1c1c1;]eight year old elementary student[/style] [STYLE=background: url(http://i1065.photobucket.com/albums/u387/Gia369/KU/Icon_KU_Satoshi_003.png); width: 100px; height: 100px; -moz-border-radius: 1em 4em 1em 4em; border-radius: 1em 4em 1em 4em; -webkit-border-radius: 1em 4em 1em 4em; border: 4px solid #d2d2d2; float: right; margin-top: -80px;] [/style] [STYLE=background: url(http://i1065.photobucket.com/albums/u387/Gia369/KU/Icon_KU_Satoshi_003.png); width: 70px; height: 70px; border-top-right-radius: 40px; -moz-border-radius-bottomleft: 40px; border-bottom-left-radius: 40px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 40px; border: 4px solid #d2d2d2; float: left; margin-top: -24px;] [/style] [STYLE=text-transform: lowercase; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify; width: 260px; color: 695e6c; line-height: 10px; margin-top: -20px; margin-left: 80px;]❝ I'M ALWAYS SCARED AND WORRIED, I'M ALWAYS ON MY TOES. I NEVER CAN IGNORE THINGS, AND YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW. I SMILE AND GRIN AND PLAY PRETEND, LIKE NOTHING COULD GO WRONG. BUT DEEP INSIDE I CANNOT HIDE, THAT I AM JUST NOT STRONG. I DO LOVE WATER AND I DO LOVE THE SUN, BUT BY BODY IS WEAK SO I CAN'T HAVE MY FUN. SO JUST LOVE ME FOR ME, THAT'S ALL I ASK. IT'S NOT THAT HARD, IT'S NOT SOME GREAT TASK. ❤ ❞[/style] [STYLE= background-color: d2d2d2; font-family: verdana; font-size: 9px; border-top: 3px solid #cacaca; border-bottom: 3px solid #cacaca; color: 655b68; text-align: justify; padding: 10px; border-top-right-radius: 30px; -moz-border-bottom-left-radius: 30px; border-bottom-left-radius: 30px; -moz-border-top-right-radius: 30px;] Satoshi's hands moved emediately to his mouth. He stopped bouncing and worked his very hardest not to make a sound. After all, his brother had just shushed him. That meant he should be quiet. "You must be quiet, I'm sleeping." The boy's mouth opened behind his hands but then closed again without him saying a word. Then, deciding it would be okay, he decided to whisper back. "I'm sorry I didn't know. I'll be quiet, promise." Not long later, Touya was laughing and Satoshi was left a little confused. No, scratch that. Satoshi was quite a bit confused. But that was okay. Because his brother seemed happy about something and when he brother was happy, he was happy. And because he was happy, he was smiling. And after smiling for a moment, he couldn't help but join in with the laughing. He tried to keep it as quiet as he could, but he couldn't help but laugh because it was just so contageous. Especially when it was Touya laughing. Finally, though, all of the laughing stopped and his brother was asking about his visit to the park? The questions and comments were fairly typical, all things considered. But Satoshi couldn't help but put on his pouty-face at the teasing. Though he wasn't upset about it at all, of course. "The park was awesome and I played with a bunch of other kids but they all had to leave or got tired of playing with me. But that's okay 'cause I don't need any of them." Mention of a game made quick work of wiping the pout of of the eight-year-old's face. He loved playing game. And he loved it more when the games were played with Touya or his bestest friends. "I'd love to play a game Touya-nii-chan!" Satoshi grinned wide and his temporary quietness and calmness ended. He was once again back to his noisy, bouncy self. [/style] [STYLE= arial narrow; text-align: right; color: f6f6f6; font-size: 20px; letter-spacing: -2px; text-transform: lowercase; text-shadow: 0px 0px 2px #a5a5a5; margin-top: -30px; font-style: italic;]WITH TOUYA KONOE[/style] [STYLE=color: 00AA00; font-family: georgia; font-size: 10px; letter-spacing: -1px; text-align: right;]NOTES ⋆ here. CREDITS ⋆ rayah! of btn[/style]