Thinking What to Do(open)

[Jennifer Jones Miller]

The Pains of the past where still haunting Jennifer even now after she had gotten her break of becoming a teacher the Scar's her mother left her eleven years ago still hurt her Emotionaly like No Tommrow. Her Mother Had Scared her Both Emotionaly and Physicaly sence Eleven years ago when She found out she was Lesbian and boy did she not take it well. She left her not one but two Scars on her Body Plus kicking her out of the House and Making her Fend for herself ever sence. Man her Life sucked right now and that was an understatement.

Sighing Jennifer Enter the Dance Club near by to get something out of her head or Clear her mind as pepole would call it she had to head to the school soon and Register the Class she was teaching but with how much of a Wreck she was right now there was no way in hell she could Teach a Class in the Emotional Wreck she was sighing she Sat down the bar and looked to see some pepole dancing and just sighed and shook her head looking at the pepole dancing holding her Arm where the scar was.

The Bartender came up to her and Spoke. "Can i get you anything?" He asked as Jennifer just nodded before speaking. "Just a light beer" She said as He nodded with out saying another word and headed to make the beer as Jennifer just sighed and closed her eyes remembering the past of all the hell she had been though it was such a toll on her when she was 18 and yet Eleven years later she still couldnt forget it. Her Mother made it hard to forget with the scars both Phyiscaly and Emotionaly left on her man her life sucked at the moment.

"Why..." She Muttered to herself as the Image's of how she was how her Mother put it "Exposed" and Exiled more or Less from her Mothers Life shes had To suport herself and Everything she pretty much had her life fucked over by her mother and it pained her deeplyg even after eleven years on her own it hurt her. She put her head down while waiting for the beer she ordered as the Memories still Hurt her. Anyone seeing her would probaly think she just passed out from drinking and was not still feeling the pain of something that happened Eleven years ago.